Burnout syndrome… Funny i always thought that it would hit me when i’m years into this whole work gig…am not even a 2 month graduate yet and am already longing for retirement.
Writing this here is my way of venting (of sorts), this morning as i got out of bed i asked myself why i was going to work: What my motivation factor was and for the first time in almost two years i dreaded opening the office door.
Does anyone ever get to a time when it just loses meaning? Is that the time to move one?
I have been asking myself those questions for a while. Haven’t come up with an answer yet… praying about it but its almost like am hitting a brick wall.
My greatest fear is leaving and regretting it, leaving and not find something that was fulfilling as work used to be…yet if i stay: i’ll never find out…
I hate not having answers, not knowing….Now i don’t feel like talking to anyone 😀 (Guess thats why i have my headphones on)
Probably doesn’t help that am listening to My Happy Ending – Avril Lavigne