Her Miracle Never Came

21 Nov

She dragged herself out of bed, wondering if today would be the same.

Dragging her feet she made her way to the mirror.

There is was staring at her, ‘What did you expect?’ She chided herself.

Today was supposed to be different, she had wanted it to be different, she had prayed and willed it to be different. Instead nothing had changed. As she felt her way round in the darkness that had become her world, she reached for the sink and started her daily routine.

The rest of the day was a blur, but she was used to that. Living her life on the sidelines, letting everyone else take control and move for here – No wonder she never liked playing chess. She kept hearing gorgeous and beautiful wherever she passed, but she just let it slide. She didn’t care anymore – her miracle never came that morning.

It was all she could do to keep from letting the mascara run amok down her, she sighed and took a step toward the rest of her life. The sun was on her now, she dazzled them with her signature smile and walked on.

Still the voice couldn’t be quiet, half way through the day – it screamed: “I WANNA SEE IT ALL MYSELF!!” – She excused herself and in the privacy privacy of the bathroom, she reached out and lightly touched the mirror.

Her reflection stared sightlessly back at her, mascara staining her white gown.


Posted by on November 21, 2008 in Random Nothings


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21 responses to “Her Miracle Never Came

  1. Emi's

    November 21, 2008 at 7:13 am

    Sori, yo havin such a field day. Stuff should change soon…
    have to run before I turn pink.


  2. The Emrys

    November 21, 2008 at 8:41 am

    this is sad. but hey i like yo playlist over at mine. and i see you are relient k fan. one notch up in my book 😀

  3. therisingpage

    November 21, 2008 at 8:48 am

    @ Emi, i think you need a touch of pink – btw the sex of a fly thing-> Wicked!!

    @ Emry, a friend told me we all need a bit of sadness in our lives.. Trying to find out how true it is..

  4. The Emrys

    November 21, 2008 at 10:10 am

    i guess a little sadness gives you perspective about what happiness is all about, no??

  5. therisingpage

    November 21, 2008 at 12:08 pm

    @Emrys, so true

  6. mudamuli

    November 21, 2008 at 12:09 pm

    I love the way you write.

  7. The Emrys

    November 21, 2008 at 1:14 pm

    do u by any chance listen to and have everyday sunday. i could become yo bestest friend 😀

  8. Emi's

    November 24, 2008 at 4:16 am

    O.k It’s still pink.

    thanks for showing the fly thing appreciation thought few would actually get it but indeed most gals are like that.

    Emrys, we could relate -music wise i.e so don’t be getting funny thoughts

    Oops my fingers are turning htr

  9. therisingpage

    November 24, 2008 at 6:41 am

    @ mudamuli, thanks :p

    @ Emrys, is this what it’s cum to…music….jus kidding…don’t know if i have it. Who sung it? I have been known to claim I dont have music, then when i check my itunes…alas!

    @ Emi, I know you and DK love this pink and thats why its going to stay….

  10. The Emrys

    November 24, 2008 at 1:01 pm

    yes my dear, its always been about the music, thought u had picked up on it, no?? 😀

    but seriously, everyday sunday is a band, christian and from what i hear, you have quite a collection

    as for this pink, alalala

  11. therisingpage

    November 25, 2008 at 5:24 am

    Sorry Emrys, No Everyday Sunday in the store

  12. Jaycee

    December 20, 2008 at 3:53 am

    My Goodness! That was sad and tragic. I hope that it wasn’t real but you do have a great talent for description.

  13. therisingpage

    December 21, 2008 at 12:16 pm

    @Jaycee, Thanks…and no it wasn’t real

  14. Miss Eizzy

    February 24, 2009 at 3:13 pm

    hmmm…i first thought the drugged was on purpose, like refering to the use of drugs, like u poped some pills then woke up, etc…lol
    then realised its a typo…

  15. Miss Eizzy

    February 24, 2009 at 3:15 pm

    hmmm…i first thought the drugged was on purpose, like you meant the use of drugs, like u popped some pills then woke up, etc…lol
    then realized its a typo…

  16. therisingpage

    February 25, 2009 at 7:25 am

    @ Eizzy: 😀 Hadnt noticed!! Ssenchu

  17. lulu

    May 19, 2009 at 5:43 am


  18. Sleek

    July 1, 2009 at 7:54 pm


  19. serakelz

    July 3, 2009 at 8:49 am

    me i dont get! wat was wrong wit te chess player in a wedding gown?

  20. nevender

    September 5, 2009 at 9:32 am

    Even me I don’t get.I just know it’s about a girl in her wedding dress.

  21. TRP

    September 7, 2009 at 4:36 am

    @ Serakelz @ Nev: LOL!!! okay: She is Blind…Her one miracle was to see her wedding day…


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